5/27/2006
nothing much happened in the last few days... mopping around all the time. guess this is the meaning of solitude. been ignoring my frens for quite a while. sorry!!! but i guess i hv no wish of doing anything right now except 2 appease myself....

i chANged my blog song 2 blessed b ur name.. F.Y.I. i chose it cos i wanted 2 rememeber the ups n downs in camp.. the times we racked our brains for ideas.. the times frens stand by each other.. the time i totally lost my cool n FREAKED. (yupp.. i did. just ask those ppl who were dancing for talent-time with me...) ..n just the time we did goofy silly stuff tt mean so much 2 me right now. i'm hugging all of these thoughts really tightly... i dont ever want 2 let it go. thanks 2 every1 who helped me along all this while. i was blinded by some unforseen force tt made me make mistakes. thankfully my eyes hv been opened n ive taken tons of time 2 think. i noe wat i wanna do.. i noe wat i hv 2 do... i noe wa i must do. thank u lord for guiding me... BLESSED B UR NAME indeed!! every path tt we cross... is a path crossed with ur help. im gona look up n b positive this holidays. no more unhappiness. its all bout smiling.. smiling.. smiling n believing in god our savior!!